for the one's calling out in despair Lord God. It's me, I'm praying for a miracle right now God, but you don't hear me?
Is it my lack of money, because I grew up in poverty, because I continue to sin?
They told me u were a "Father" to the fatherless. My dreams are filled with death and torment. my soul is in Despeate need of a savior. I call out to you lord, but can you hear me? is my voice so far away...what have I done to make you depart from me? I begged you to have ur way in my life, to take control, maybe that's not the road you want to go? tell me this why...all of the suffering in my life, I try to be right. I can't win this fight. I need to put on the whole armour of God for...the enemy wants to take my life,but why? I am nobody,but somebody said you had a plan for my life. Every door I'm running into has closed in my face, I feel like I can't get a break. This depression I fight on a day to day. I want peace again to feell whole, to feel a love so strong one I'll never know from man, allthey have done is let me down. my friends, what friends their is none I know about. the world is filled with evil everyday, I stay in the house and fast and pray. I am a hypocrite and I know i'm wrong repentance to God is my daily song. I never wanted this life, I never wanted to here, reveal my purpose lord, I believe I'm ready to do your will.
